I’m still feeling unbelievably down about AGD’s silence. Still no word from him over 16 hours later (not that I’m counting or anything, geez).

This just confirms for me that I don’t want to be with anyone who has internal struggles over getting involved with me. I want to be a fuck yes, not a lukewarm maybe.

I am disappointed in AGD. If and when I get his “I’m just not ready to date” text, I plan to express my disappointment and also tell him I didn’t think he was the fuck & run type. Dude needs a wake-up call.

I want to be with someone who is excited to be with me. I shouldn’t have doubts about whether he likes me. It will be obvious.

Next! Onward and upward. It can only get better from here.